Summer :)

So right now i’m actually glad its summer (or winter depending on where you are), I’m taking this time to just relax and clear out my mind, almost as if i can get a fresh start once school starts up again.

I know that there will be complications in the coming months but i don’t want to stress over stuff that hasn’t even happened yet and for the past events, well lets just try to forget them for now.

So if your like me and you have no clue how to spend your summer, i have made a list of things to can do to make this summer worth remembering.

  1. Have a picnic in a park or a quiet area with a group or a couple of friends – This allows you to have fun while you eat nice things, what more could you want! 😉
  2. Make your own unique banana split – Just go out and get all the sweet things you can find and combine it in one, this is handy for the extra hot days.
  3. Discover a new area – Yes this means that you actually have to go outside and walk about but once you find a new area i can assure you it will be exciting, besides it could be your new special area that only you know about.
  4. Have Breakfast for dinner – i don’t really know why but it sounds fun, unless you don’t have breakfast instead you can just go straight to dessert.
  5. Do a puzzle – you can save this for one of those rainy days but if your like me who takes forever to complete a puzzle then this is a fun way to spend those boring days.
  6. Go stargazing – this can be fun alone or with someone else, try making an object out of the stars for each letter of the alphabet, it can get pretty funny at times.
  7. Roast marshmellows
  8. watch an entire series or season of a tv show on tv or netflix – this is also good for those days were you don’t want to socialise with anyone which is pretty much me everyday.
  9. make a fort – this is a great excuse to stay indoors all day, you can collect snacks and watch videos online, again you don’t have to do this alone.
  10. Carve your name in a tree – this is a great one to look back on in the future, it doesnt just have to be your name you can include a friend or that special someone if you desire to.

I hope these helped you spend someone of your time these few months and if you have any more suggestions feel free to comment them down below.

Remember you are Beautiful in your own way

Lmr going into the real world xoxo

Im sorry!

Before i start this can i just say that im sorry i haven’t been on but a lot has happened since i last wrote.

The fight between my friends is still going on and to be honest its startong to get ridiculous. Its been months and neither of them have talked to each other, they are both running away from their problems and not facing them head on.

Also ive had some bad news about my mum. So For a while my mum has been feeling very ill, her eye sight would suddenly go and she gets aches and pains all around her body. After a lot of blood tests she was finally diagnosed with MS (multiple Sclerosis) this can not be cured. A little bit about is there is substance called myelin which protects the nerve fibers in the central nervous system, this  helps messages travel quickly and smoothly between the brain and the rest of the body. when you have MS, your  immune system  which normally helps to fight off infections, mistakes myelin for a foreign body and attacks it. This damages the myelin and strips it off the nerve fibers, either partially or completely, leaving scars. After a long period of time it can cause disabilities.

Of course our family is shocked about this but im trying to stay strong for her, we all are. The last thing she needs is her little daughter worrying about her because i know what shes like and she hates attention.

This has just shown what can happen in a short time period, so my advice to all of you would be respects and honor what you have now because you never know when it will be taken away from you.

If you guys want me to talk about anything particular then just leave a comment down below and i will read your suggestions. Also thank you for all the support!

Remember your Beautiful

Lmr going into the real world xoxo

Friends?

So all my life i have been in the same area in England meaning that i haven’t moved schools. This comes with having the same friends for years.
However just because i have known them for a long time doesnt mean  that they know me the best
you see lately there has been a fight between
my friends, including a friend who i have know for around 10 years. They started to call each other names which im not going to repeat and they started to disrespect each other. if this wasn’t bad enough the next day she stated to spread around secrets that they told each other. This is what i found wrong, i get it she made you angry but this is no way to deal with it. she told you those secrets with her will, thinking that she could trust you and you go and spread it like its an everyday thing! nothing about what you did is right because that girl has been depressed, she has self harmed and now everyone thinks shes a freak. Shes self harming again because of the things you said. is this what you wanted? is this your revenge? i hope not!
what im trying to say is that the friend you knew the most could change and become someone you thought you knew and the girl you didnt think much of is could turn into your sister.
If you have every been in a huge argument, please do not spread their secrets. it will not help, instead it will just make it worse. please just respect other people and their feelings.
If you want to talk to someone about any problems your having please feel free to talk to me, im always here.
Remember you are beautiful!
Lmr going into the real world xoxo